A decade gone by

It's hard to believe but I guess sooner or later I have to accept it because I can't change it. I am a year older and have entered another decade of my life, gosh as if I didn't feel old enough already. Thinking back on things though, this is what I realized and if I didn't enter this new decade, I would have never even thought of it this way. 10 years is a long time, any way you look at it but I have lived an entire lifetime in only 10 short years. I learned how to drive. I fell in love, married my first love. I've been through what would be the darkest times of my life. Death entered my life again on several occasions. I've met many people. Made many friends, and loves. Lost many friends, and loves. I've given birth to 3 children. I've gained all of my life experience in this short time. So really, ..it's not so bad.

And it's really quite crazy when I think back on it all. What seems like ages and ages, ions ago- really isn't. Hard to believe all that can happen in just 10 years. And has hard as times have been, in there, scattered throughout ..the end made it all worth it. All I can hope for is that I fair as well in the next ten. Many more suprises await me and I pray, fewer heartaches.

A very special day

Your birthday came and passed. It was painful, moreso than I anticipated but I made it through. I am trying to be happy about moving onto new experiences and milestones but you are reaching them so quickly, too quick for your Momma to catch up. Maybe I went a little overboard with the DHA when I was pregnant. ;) I love you Goose, and those words pale in comparison to what I feel when I think of you. Thank you for choosing me to be your Mommy. I'm the luckiest Mommy in the world and your remind me of that daily.

You're birthday is nearing

Chosen by beauty to be a handmaiden of the stars, she passes like a silver brush across the lens of a telescope. She brushes the stars, the galaxies and the light-years into the order that we know them.

In the beginning..

I've tried this once before and found it extrememly boring to blab on about myself, so I ended it and never looked back. More than a year later, I'm trying it again. I have much in my life more exciting than myself to write about so here it is again.. MY B L O G- never liked that word.