sick

sick i hate being sick, why am i sick.. please go away. i can't think today being sick. and did i mention everyone too is also sick like me, but worse because i can handle being sick... sort of. i am good at cleaning (i think that's about it), dirt and puke, poop and pee... im good at those things. perhaps i should have been a nurse and at least get paid to clean up after sick people. oh then but wait, did i mention i can only clean up after me and my own.. my own not so much when they hit like 6, then it gets some how much more gross. especially if you have morning sickness, then cleaning up vomit is just not good for that. i dont have morning sickness but i did once and had to clean up vomit, and i can tell you, you don't want to have to do that.

i am in the twighlight zone. this sickness has done me in and i dont know what it is, but it's not kind to me.. or the others. i want to feel like me again and be able to concentrate on one thing for longer than the 2 mins it takes to enter and leave my head. im going in circles around here wondering where i was going mid way through the circle. this isn't good!

everyone here is glassy eyed and spacey, grumpy, whiney, snotty and coughing up part of a lung. i run around with my thermometer taking temperatures.. 1, 2, 3, 4.. doling out medicine, getting noses to blow and wiping and or suctioning the noses that don't know how. clorox wipes are a dear friend as is my washer and dryer. these 2 things i would never want to live without.

but now im sick to my stomach probably from surviving on some coffee, a beer, 4 saltines and 3 pickle chips. hmm, that'll do it. at least i've lost a little weight. i'd rather not be...

SICK. =(

leave us alone.