Friday, April 10, 2009

My Girls.


How I love them so.
My most favorite picture (taken today via cell phone) of them to date.
Where does the time go.
How do I keep them small
and innocent.
How have a I missed so much?
To everyone else this may be just another picture.
To me it yells and screams volumes in my face.
Life has gotten in the way.
Life has happened while I was busy with life.
It makes my angry!
I want to divorce my OCD, my anxiety, my depression, my OCD about myself and my OCD!
It's hard being me.. but I bet it's harder being them seeing me.
I just want a break... from it all.
and I don't want a picture taken in a hectic time yet so beautifully, to make me see what I've got that I can't see every other day.
This is my prayer.
Amen

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